Roles of people I know today.

- Nanna: have a lonely day until relatives come, then have a good day until they leave, then have a lonely night, until my family and I go to her house for boxing day. And I give her the gift I bought for her with the money I was supposed to spend on myself for an Christmas present.
- Mother: try to make it a nice day for everyone without considering suicide.
- Father: sit on the chair/couch waiting for his friends to come over. Even though he said Christmas is a day for family.
- Sister: be a typical kid on Christmas.
- Brother: try to make my sister and my day fun.
- Ashleigh: have a lousy day with me. And we can both complain to each other about every ;little thing that happens.
- My friends: have a better day than I am having
- My ex-friends: have a better day than I am, all the while rubbing it my face in their minds. -/_\-. Yay.

as i sit here and write this, i wonder. what is the point of Christmas.

I should probably go out and join my family in the wonderful celebration…if we were having one.

I am now totally pissed at a certain something.
But who cares.
Christmas has lost all meaning. My very existence has very little meaning…and Im hungry…but I feel sick =_=;
Yay…
I just thought of something…
Christmas is also a waste of water… all the Christmas lights use electricity….electricity uses water, therefore Christmas lights use water…and how many people put up how many lights???
TOO MANY!!!!!!!
So how much water is being wasted???
TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!
Ehhh -_-;
What a waste of space….
Also….presents
Big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, BIG waste of money…no offence to Christians who may read this, but this holiday has turned into a superficial excuse to spend money and buy crap your only gonna use once then just give to charity or throw away or break purposefully. Its become a meaningless excuse for kids to stay off school, play games, eat junk food, get fat and die ten years earlier… and besides, how many people actually got what they wanted….I know I didn’t….and Im not just talking about a Nintendo Wii.(Im getting that as soon as…. I cant say) I wanted something else…something less superficial… and I still didn’t get it. So I say, screw this lame excuse for a holiday.

btw, to anyone who reads this.
try to have a merry xmas...